If you came here from my account on deviantART, then I have a confession to make. That troll, !oheybish, that was me. I wanted to know what it was like, but I really never meant to hurt anyone. Once I figured out I was hurting people, I just wanted it to be over. So I decided to do something big that would no doubt get that account banned. But the thing is…they found out it was me. So I got banned too. I know it was wrong. But I would like to apologize if I hurt any of you. Any at all. I would like to sincerely apologize… I understand if you hate me, because even I hate me right now. I’m disgusted and disappointed in myself and I don’t know what got into me… I know I can’t take back what I said, and I have no right to ask for your forgiveness…but I’m content knowing that I’ve said what I needed to…

I’m sorry. I love you all and…I’m sorry. I’m done lying. I can’t do it anymore. If you really wanna hear me out, read more…

I want you to know that I’m not quitting MMD or Vocaloid. But I might not upload anything new for quite a while because I just…don’t feel like it. I’ll start uploading my more recent art though. I’m trying to sort myself out, and who knows how long that could take. I just don’t wanna spam this place with emo shit. And I’m not very good at using MMD to vent… If you’re still reading this, thank you. This is all I have to say for now…just thanks for hearing me out. If you still feel like talking to me, get me on Skype (mezzosuperstar). I’ll be on there. Or just use the “ask me anything” button.